I eagerly run and
write to you my deepest sentiments…This morning, my love, I fell in love with
you, once more…Your presence, knowingness, determination, resilience,
charms…just to name a few…filled my heart with endless gratitude and love…:)
Gosh, how often I’ve
taken you for granted…L I feel teary just writing this [sigh]…
I stop for a moment
and think of all the wonderful things you do for me, my love! From knowing my
little perks in the morning, the strength of my coffee…the warmth of my robe…the
music that soothes me…the readings that pleasure my soul…the ambiance my eyes
seek, oh my darling…you sure know it all!
And how about when I
come home, tired and a bit down…you take off my shoes, pour me a glass of
wine…and sooth me with your company…and then, oh, darling, how knowing you are
of my bathing pleasures…the amounts of oil drops, scents, and candles I long
for experiencing every day…[sigh]…
How did I never
notice you before? You’ve been with me all these years sweetheart!…You got me
to adventure the world…to experience things I could only imagine…to dare to
make things possible…you’ve been my protector, my doer; how childish and
foolish I’ve been sweetheart…You deserve my complete love, attention,
affection, and companionship! Together, we are indeed complete!”
This morning I had a
moment of complete awakening …it was a moment of complete realization… of
noticing my masculine…my Inner Boy…
I was overflowed with
love for Self…observing my Inner Boy doing so many things for my Inner Girl.
I often hear men and
women expressing wants and needs from their partner in form of complaining,
criticism…and yet, forgetting that all is a projection of a lack within,
something we are not giving ourselves in the first place…and I agree, it is not
easy noticing our patterns at all times…
I sure have my days when my inner boy does feel tired of
caring for my girl…cause she is indeed often needy :(.... Yet, only when I began to give love and
appreciation to my boy within, honor my masculine, I was then able to receive
with deep gratitude anything the Universe sent me via a friend, an experience,
a lover …
From a place of
wholeness I can now allow God to mirror back to me my Beloved…and with that
Knowing…I proceed to Experience…
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