~And There Was That Day!~

And there was "that" day! In a weird way, I thought highly of myself…yet, what came before me as facts crushed my mere thought of identify…my arrogance…my ego…Instead of staying there, crushed and humbled, feeling all the uncomfortable feelings, I rebelled against it…and more lessons…humbling lessons came about…I guess I didn’t hit the rock bottom good enough…

The judgmental bit(ch of each and every woman appearing before me more loose and cooler than I, with all the lonely nights spent just to remain “virtuous,”…was finally reaching her point of self-discovery…In my nakedness – physical, emotional and spiritual I found myself: an angry, fearful, vulnerable, and lonely woman who lived an unauthentic life of what was “expected” instead of who she was at her core…

They say once you reach bottom, there is only one way…Up! 

And indeed, since…every moment became a new stepping stone of continuous awareness and embodiment of whom I am meant to be…Unapologetic yet, loving to a fault; courageous yet, outrageous to some…I have Become Me! And guess what, I finally Love Me…and since…I can now Love You…because- at some level- (conscious or unconscious) You are a Mirror of Me…