Gosh, I have so much to do…yet, I stop and write…Thoughts come and go…and I feel like I have to capture them somehow on a piece of paper…People, dating, relationships…I look at myself and a few of my friends…going through the process of finding the “One” to complement us…(although, I know some think they do, but they don’t…they want someone to complete them…as in Need not in Want type of thing…but that’s a different blog.)
Been single for eight years (after an eight year not so pleasant marriage) and dated for the past five…I remember about my 1st date about five years ago…The following day, the guy sent me an email (yep…no texting at the time, cause I ‘m sure he would have used it) saying something like he can’t date me no more cause I seem very naïve…and that I need to date more…Ouch!!! First date and He slammed me!!! 
Yes, I was not accustomed to go on a 1st base from the 1st date…also, some of the discussions he would bring up I was sincerely blushing…Ya, ya, I know…some of you would say “You?”…Yep, me 
…I am actually very shy…the assertiveness u see is actually a mask …Let’s say, I worked on it.
Yes, I was not accustomed to go on a 1st base from the 1st date…also, some of the discussions he would bring up I was sincerely blushing…Ya, ya, I know…some of you would say “You?”…Yep, me …I am actually very shy…the assertiveness u see is actually a mask …Let’s say, I worked on it.Ok, we agreed to stay “friends”…that’s when I realized I had an EGO…Yep, a big one……cause I asked to be “friends”…I didn’t want FULL rejection ya know…
Now, that I look back and having the experiences I do…when I meet someone recently divorced, broken up from a long term relationship, and finding out I am the 1st date he’s had for a while…I say the same thing…Nope…Next please!!! 
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