~Witness of Love~
Reaching out to him in kindness created fear and
self-judgment upon reading his response. Although his response was filled
with appreciation and warmth, I immediately went into judgment :(
I felt super anxious, felt sadness, felt fear…thoughts like ‘I contacted him first; I will get heartbroken again…I get myself invested too soon…’ kept crawling in my brain…sigh :(
I felt super anxious, felt sadness, felt fear…thoughts like ‘I contacted him first; I will get heartbroken again…I get myself invested too soon…’ kept crawling in my brain…sigh :(
I reflect upon the saying ‘What you focus on
…expands’...Meaning in this situation, my fears of ‘getting hurt and invested
too soon’…will prove true since according to the Law of Attraction, we ‘attract' what we 'feel' and 'think' as true.
Bringing these thoughts to surface via awareness
and knowing that I have the power within to change my reality is a first step;
by changing my thought to one that feels better and it sure serves me better, I
create something like,
‘The kindness, warmth, appreciation, and love I
share with this man are actually gifts to myself; he is my witness…through whom
I experience love!’…wow…What a big difference!!! From a receiver...I've become the Source of love that I seek... Empowering, isn’t?
Let’s
reflect over ‘The more we get closer to what we want, the more feelings of
unworthiness will come up…’ When we are unaware, we *react* with thoughts and
feelings from our subconscious instead of conscienticizing through awareness;
and thus, becoming true witnesses and holders of truth.~
~Martorul de Iubire~
Observ cum i-am analizat si judecat raspunsul…:( Desi frumos ceva m-am intristat
brusc…Simt teama. Este reala? In acest moment ma intreb…este acest sentiment
o avertizare din esenta mea divina? Ori teama din memoria dureroasa unei experiente
trecute?
Observ o judecata personala… ‘L-am contactat eu…o sa il indepartez cu
mesajele mele…ma implic prea curind…o sa imi ranesc inima din nou…’
Contemplez zicala: ‘La ce ne concentram mai
mult, se mareste…’ Daca ma concentraz spre ‘teama de a pierde’, ‘teama de
a fi ranita’…voi ajunge sa fiu ranita…intrucit eu imi creez realitatea.
Aducind aceasta realizare la suprafata, deci o
constientizez si intreb cit de adevart acest gind este, (in cazul aceata, teama
de a pierde si de a fi ranita) am puterea de a crea o noua realitate prin creerea
unei noi ‘intentii’ positive si care imediat ma face sa ma simt mai bine…
Ce gind ma face sa ma simt bine? Probabil ceva
de felul: “Il contactez cu mesaje din inima…fara atasare de raspuns’…’Mesajele
de bunatate, caldura, apreciere si iubire catre el sint de fapt mesaje pentru
mine…care imi dau caldura si atentie personala…el este doar martorul meu de
iubire…’
Wow…Ce schimbare - de a fii 'dependenta' de a primii iubire, am devenit Sursa de Iubire...:) Hmm…ma simt imputernicita; cu autoritate deplina asupra experientei mele!
Wow…Ce schimbare - de a fii 'dependenta' de a primii iubire, am devenit Sursa de Iubire...:) Hmm…ma simt imputernicita; cu autoritate deplina asupra experientei mele!
Sa reflectam asupra :“cu cit ne apropiem de ceea
ce dorim, cu atit mai mult sentimentele de nemerit (intiparite in subconstient)
apar…’ cind nu sintem constienti de presenta lor, reactionam in loc de a raspunde cu intelepcioune prin constientizarea experientei…numai in felul acesta devenim martori adevarati si detinatori ai adevarului...
